Birthday Wishes….

I wrote this poem for a special someone because they had a birthday last week, and maybe they didnt see it, or they didnt really like it, but which ever one it is, i just wanted to share it here..

I love you and I want you to know how lucky I am to have you

A hundred candles to light up your Birthday party would be less 

Compared to the amount of light and shine you have brought in my life 

I can’t put a price on our memories, but I can make them better by adding a few more to the pile 

I hope your life lacks pain and heartache with me

May your day overflow with joy and success 

Happy birthday

Forbidden Love.. Part One

As i sit watching her from afar, watching her every move, her hazel innocent eyes, her soft pink lips, her voluptuous lustrous body,her long silky hair. I wonder is she thinking about me, does she even know i exist, every muscle in my body aches the more i am apart from her. All i want to do is walk up to her, grab her by her small waist and embrace her but i cant. I have to keep reminding myself i am married. I have a wonderful husband who adores me and i have to keep away from Anaise.
We met on a cold rainy night, my husband and i had just gotten into a big fight. I went on a drive to the closest coffee shop and the moment i walked into the shop my eyes went directly to her, in her short shorts, long shiny hair falling gently over her shoulders. I felt an instant connection that i didn’t understand, she walked right up to me and told me how breath taking i was, being so long since i heard that from anyone, i fell for her that very minute.
” I am Anaise” she said the words flowing seductively out of her.
” I am Yara” i responded quietly and nervously feeling extremely flushed. We talked all night long, laughing and flirting, i never understood the feelings i developed for her, a woman can never feel that way for another woman. I had been told this on many occasions. From that night on i could never stop thinking about her, every time i’m with my husband i cant stop comparing him to her. When he touches me, all i can think about is his hands are not as gentle as hers, when he kisses me all i can think about is his lips are not as soft and delicious as hers, when he makes love to me i feel a pang of guilt and disgust because i am faking what should be the most beautiful act between two people who love each other.

” Hey beautiful, wanna get out of here?” Anaise says, pulling me away from my thoughts as she sat down and kissed me on the cheek

To be continued…

Everyday Is Valentine’s Day

We might not talk everyday
We might be continents apart
It might sometimes seem like i don’t think of you
But know that you are always on my mind and in my heart
Weather you are my family,my beloved friend or my soul mate
I thank god everyday that i have you
As this precious day of love comes to an end
I will forever treasure you 
And always be grateful for having you in my life
Let us shower each other with affection and appreciation
And Let everyday be valentines day ♥

Paranoia….

Swallows me whole and leaves me fetal 

Paranoia

Twirls me up in a tornado of emotions

Paranoia

Crawls through my throat and rips my insides inside out

Paranoia

Infects me with queasiness and tears me apart

Paranoia

Sets me on a wild goose chase searching for my soul

Paranoia

Makes me want to cleave my eyes out because i dont want to be a witness to my demise

Paranoia

Is it all in my mind or does the horror exist??

Love Please Save Me..

You turned me over love

You are a path to the heart that knows it own way

You dazzle me with your bright shinning star

And leave your prints on me

You know not your own depth until the hour of separation

You Leave me low and torn

You gut me open with your big claws

You drive me to the ends of the world

Then leave me stranded with no way to go back

Meeting you in my dreams is only torture

Because then i awake reaching for you to no avail

Love why do you wound me so bad?

Blue Eyes…

Your heart is breaking..

Your heart is aching..

Your eyes are tearing..

You walk alone in the rain..

Hoping it would wash away your troubles and pain

Searching for a light soul to hold you close..

Searching for a heart to guide you towards happiness..

Your world walked out of the door and took your heart with him

He said he will never make you cry

But now your tears fall endlessly

Sadness swallows you up and leaves you in a dark crater

You no longer live in color, your planet is jaded with darkness 

You are now and forever shattered, incomplete, lost

You will forever have blue eyes

Budding New Friendships

This is a poem that i wrote for the amazing friends that i have made the past couple of months, i never thought i would really allow myself to make friends again because i have lost so many, but with time i am opening up and shedding down the walls around me to let them know me and see me as i am.. so i have wrote this poem to my wonderful new friends..

New-made friendships, like new wine 

With age and time become stronger and refined

Pulling a new friend into 
your life is a form of balance. 

A friend is someone that gives you a smile when you have nothing to smile about

Sensitive, kind,loyal and understanding is what you always try to be

Appreciative, warm and precious like gold

When my spirits are damp

You are there to lift me up

A friend is like an owl,
both beautiful and wise 

I hope our friendship won’t tarnish or ever grow old 

I am grateful to have been blessed

With cherished friends like you.. 

Lovers Everlastingly…

Look where we are and what we have been through

Sharing our dreams and fantasies

When i walked into your life, i knew i would never leave

I remember when we used to walk hand in hand in the park

Way back when we had no care in the world

Lets not forget the times when all hope was lost

Yet we still stuck together

So here we are, still together after all the controversies

I will always treasure every kiss, every hug, every look

Every time you hold me near

I know that for as long as we have each other

Nothing else in the world can go wrong

Love you forever i will 

Our souls intertwine indefinitely

Lovers forever to the very brink

Awards Time

It is such an honor to be nominated for these 2 awards and i am so happy because with each award nomination, i feel closer to my readers and followers. I would like to thank my cyber mom Terrie and Lauren for these nominations. They are fantastic poets and writers and forever inspire me to be a good writer as well.

 

 

 

 

 

I would like to pass on this award to some poets that i feel are very talented and deserve some recognition. There doesnt seem to be any rules about how many people i can nominate for the award.. SO i guess i should just go ahead and i will see where to stop.

1. Life in a nutshell

2.  Slice of life

3. The butterfly wake

4. Mortal hearts with immortal souls

5.  Soul song

6. Lonelym

7. A journey into the mind of a Leo

8. Take everything with a grain of salt

9. My life in pages

10. The green rose gauging station

11. Uzair Ahmad

12. Its the journey

13. Zebibamillion

14. Can i keep you

15. Verse not prose

16. Jordan marries wavely

17. Found my faith living in sin

18.  Eseljay’s Blog

19.  Black cats and pink shoes

20. Renutva

For now i will only post these 20, there are so many great poets out there it is very hard to pick only a few, and if i havent nominated you, know that its not because i think your blog isnt good, it’s just that there are so many people. You are all awesome and fantastic writers.. ..

Peace, Love And Happiness to everyone

Abigail.

Gut Wrenching Ache

My insides are overflowing with emotions

I feel an emptiness that is filled with sorrow

With every call my insides are twisted with hope

At war with myself I do not see any light in the mist

Confusion, sensation, terror and loneliness clouds and corrodes my very being

Chaos and merciless gloom slowly causes my demise

My knight in shinning armor has long been destroyed by the war

Savior is not an option, it is a far fetched mysterious fantasy

All i can do is lie here and wait for the sweet release of fatality