Speak

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My soul speaks to you…
Your ego speaks to me..
You look into my eyes and you see unfathomable love..
I look into your eyes and all I see is cold lust…
You search my heart and all you find is longing..
I search your heart and all I find is emptiness…
You touch my body and you want to do like you did a hundred before me..
I touch your body and I want yours to be the only body I touch..
You need someone there to make you feel good about yourself..
I need someone there to love and complete me…
You open your mouth and all that flows out is vanity and lies..
I open my mouth and all that flows out is endless honesty..
You need to leave but you won’t because you are addicted to the sex…
I need to leave but I won’t because I am addicted to the thought of you loving me..
My lips speak to you and all you want to do is have a taste…
Your lips speak and all I want to do is be your girl for eternity…
I speak to you and all that comes out is question after question..
You speak to me and not a single answer makes an appearance..
I cant get enough of your sweet meaningless words…
You cant get enough of my soft touch and calming voice..
You spin your web of lies and trap me in..
I spin my web of naivety and hope and try to trap you…
We are forever stuck in a place that neither of us can escape…

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Reasons..

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You are the reason I draw breathes
The reason I open my eyes
The reason my heart beats a little too fast
The reason I can smell the blossoms
The reason I hear birds chip in the morning
The reason I smile
The reason my lips tingle with just a slight touch from yours
The reason my spine curves with just a stroke of your finger
You are the reason my body lights up with just a glance from your mesmerizing eyes
The reason my toes curl up in ecstasy every time I hear your deep baritone
You are the reason
My reason for everything

My confession…

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I have a confession ..
Anywhere we are…
Anytime..
I want to be where ever you are
I want to see whatever you see..
To feel Everything you feel..
To swim in your happiness..
To drown in your sadness and misery..
To be part of every adventure.. Every moment..
To be a part of you..
To live in your soul….
To walk around your heart..
I want to know how to love you…
How to make you smile..
How to make you cry..
How to make you lose your mind..
How to drive you mad with passion..
How to bring out the beast in you…
How to make desire pour out of you..
And pour onto me..
How to make you violent..
I want to know every..
Because I am trapped..
Trapped within myself when you cross my mind..
A slave to a master..
I endure only pain..

Committed to a life of loneliness and despair..
Just a body with an empty soul..

Bring Back The Light..

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I knew light…
Danced around the light…
Rejoiced in the radiance…
Basked under it’s luminasity…
Until you came around…
And stole my light away…
Consumed it right from beneath me…
Leaving only a shardowy gloom…
Bathing me in your darkness…

I Want To Live…

I’m so sick and tired..

Sick and tired of existing…
I want to live..
Not just exist..
Drifting in and out of days..
Doing whats expected of me..
School, University, Work, Marriage, Kids..
Until one day I finally die..
I feel drained, hollow, devoid of meaning..
I walk and travel the long road..
I fly, swim, drive, paddle..
Searching, aching for a path to take..
Searching for a purpose..
Searching for happiness..Not just contentment..
I want to run far from home and get lost in the wilderness..
I want to jump into the darkness and face the demons..
I want to dive into the ocean and discover the unimaginable..
I want to lose myself in life.. get drunk off her tits..
I want to feel alive..
I mean really live… Not just exist..
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Tainted..

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My mind is a torturous hole
Never leaving me on my own
Forever insisting on ripping my soul apart
Always pondering though out scenario or another
One “what if” or the other
One painful memory or another
I am eternally sucked into my abyss of a brain
Leaving my spirit stained with blotches of sadness
How am I ever to survive..

Joy Marks My Soul…..

Happiness marks my souls

Keeps me alive
Takes me to new bounds
Lifts my spirits
Puts a wide beam on my face
Ooh what iv done to deserve this joy i fail to know
But i shall cherish it
Hold it close to my skipping heart
For i know how lucky i am

Budding New Friendships

This is a poem that i wrote for the amazing friends that i have made the past couple of months, i never thought i would really allow myself to make friends again because i have lost so many, but with time i am opening up and shedding down the walls around me to let them know me and see me as i am.. so i have wrote this poem to my wonderful new friends.. 🙂

New-made friendships, like new wine 

With age and time become stronger and refined
Pulling a new friend into 
your life is a form of balance. 
A friend is someone that gives you a smile when you have nothing to smile about
Sensitive, kind,loyal and understanding is what you always try to be
Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
When my spirits are damp
You are there to lift me up
A friend is like an owl,
both beautiful and wise 
I hope our friendship won’t tarnish or ever grow old 
I am grateful to have been blessed
With cherished friends like you.. 

The End Is Near…

The end is upon us

I can feel it throbbing through my bones
I can see the devotion fading from your eyes
I can sense the poison of dislike pulsating through my veins
The bond we took time to build is wilting into nothingness
Forever we have tried to keep it alive, to keep the fire blazing
The more i accelerate the fire, the more you throw sand on the fire
We forever work against each other in this fight
Is it not right for us to just throw in the towel
Is our union worth the brawl
 
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