In darkness I lay
Soul snatched by the devil in disguise
searching for the light I lament
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Take Me
I stand by the window..
Looking at the beautiful starry night sky..
Wishing he could feel my ache..
The longing in the pit of my being..
The uncontrollable urge to be taken..
Looking back at him laying peacefully..
A small smile on his face as he slumbers..
Off in dreamland he rests..
As I keep looking over his beautiful, manly body..
I wonder if he knows how he makes me feel..
I wonder if he knows how his touch makes me shiver..
If he knows how I wish we could be connected forever..
How his kisses melt me into a soaking dripping mess..
How his glance caresses my soul..
Oh how I crave him..
How I yearn for those slow wet trails of kisses across my neck..
How I’m needy for his calloused hands all over my body..
How I hanker for him to take me leisurely..
As if he has all the time in the world..
How I wish for the deep, slow, torturous thrusts..
Looking deep into my soul.. Stealing it away with a simple perusal..
How I desire the slow ascension to the explosion..
Building, and taking us higher with every second..
How I hunger for that sexy, hoarse way he whisper my name..
As we explode into oblivion in each other’s arms..
Oh how I need to be taken..
light
Even in the darkest of day..
Even in the gloomiest of nights..
Even in the shoddiest of seasons..
Your smile is all I need..
To light up my soul..
And then You disappeared
I thought we were friends
I thought I could trust you
I thought you understood me
I thought you knew me
I thought you heard me
I thought you saw me for me
And then you touched me
Then you kissed me
Then you held me close
Then you lay in my arms
Lay in between my legs
Then you told me I was sexy
Then you told me I could be yours..
If only for a moment in time..
And then you had me..
Tasted me.. Devoured me..
Going so deep I didn’t know where you ended or where I began..
And once you had all of me..
You said nothing would change..
And then you disappeared..
More
She gives him all her being
He takes and gives nothing
She gives him more
My First Heart Break
They say a mother’s love is all encompassing
A mother’s love is power
A mother’s love gives sustenance
A mother’s love heals wounds
A mother’s love embraces the heart and soul
She birthed me
She raised me
She fed me
She loved me
But never as much as she did my kin
She birthed her before me
She put her on a pedestal
She nourished her
Mind body and soul
She adored her
More than she ever did me
They say a mother’s love is all encompassing
But my mother’s love is fickle and conditional
A mother’s love gives power
But my mother’s love makes me weak and frail
A mother’s love gives sustenance
But my mother’s love leaves me yearning and famished
A mother’s love heals all wounds
But my mother’s love breaks me and creates deep gashes
A mother’s love embraces your heart and soul
But my mother’s love shatters my heart and cracks open my soul
A single thought
I sit here watching you
Looking at your face
I suddenly realize
You are not so handsome after all
I sit here listening to you speak
Listening but not really hearing you
Then I realize
Your words aren’t so sweet after all
I sit here seeing you move
Watching your hands
And realize suddenly
Your touch isn’t so soft and affectionate after all
I sit here peering at you
gazing deep into your eyes
And I realize suddenly
Your eyes aren’t so deep and loving after all
I sit here wondering
Maybe, just maybe, you are not it
Maybe you are not my soul mate
Maybe I’m not in love with you after all
I sit here saddened by a thought
A thought I’m having for the first time since we met
A thought sending shocks through my being
A thought that maybe
I just might have to break your heart
And in turn break my own heart
The dragon
The evil dragon looms above
He exhales fire
Time stands unmoving
Shadow..
Sometimes…
Sometimes I wish I could be your shadow..
To trail behind you like a lost soul trying to catch on to its body..
Just so that I can get a chance…..
A fruitless, mindless chance…
To simply exist within the same space as you..
Found…
You walk into a crowded room..
You search..scanning the faces in the room..
Until your eyes find mine..
Then time stills..
The world stops spinning..
I stop breathing..
I’m found..
I’m alive..
I’m loved..
And possessed..
And excited..
And nervous..
Like its been forever..
An eternety really..
Forever and a hundred days..
Since I have been discovered..
Since you have looked at me..
Since you have explored me..
But in reality..
It has been but an hour..
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