My Heart

My heart hurts..
My head lays heavy..
My chest feels empty..
My hands shake..
My lungs cant draw breath..

My eyes stay wet..
Is this what heart break is..

Drowning…

Is it possible for your heart to hurt so bad the pain feels physical..
For a heart to actually cry..
For you to feel like there’s a lead weight on your chest…
To feel like you have been punched in the chest….
And that your insides are about to rupture and come out through your mouth…
To feel like someone thrust their hand down your throat..
And started pulling your soul right from within you…

drown

My dark knight…

Dark knight you believe you are

Soul less you keep telling me
Unlovable you proclaim to me once again
Shadows cast behind your gray guarded eyes
Unreadable as you move towards me
You kiss me with fevered passion 
Desperately seeking for my love
As if your life depended on it
As if it is the last kiss you will ever taste
As if mine are the only lips you will ever brush against
Taking me in, holding me so tight it deliciously hurts
Breathing me in as if this is the last breath you will ever take
I sense the panic in your embrace
Fear of losing me is driving you to the brink of never letting me go
To you my dark knight i tell you
You are nothing if not the most beloved man on earth
I am now and forever yours to never lose..