I stand by the window.. Looking at the beautiful starry night sky.. Wishing he could feel my ache.. The longing in the pit of my being.. The uncontrollable urge to be taken..
Looking back at him laying peacefully.. A small smile on his face as he slumbers.. Off in dreamland he rests.. As I keep looking over his beautiful, manly body.. I wonder if he knows how he makes me feel.. I wonder if he knows how his touch makes me shiver.. If he knows how I wish we could be connected forever.. How his kisses melt me into a soaking dripping mess.. How his glance caresses my soul..
Oh how I crave him.. How I yearn for those slow wet trails of kisses across my neck.. How I’m needy for his calloused hands all over my body.. How I hanker for him to take me leisurely.. As if he has all the time in the world.. How I wish for the deep, slow, torturous thrusts.. Looking deep into my soul.. Stealing it away with a simple perusal.. How I desire the slow ascension to the explosion.. Building, and taking us higher with every second.. How I hunger for that sexy, hoarse way he whisper my name.. As we explode into oblivion in each other’s arms.. Oh how I need to be taken..
You walk into a crowded room..
You search..scanning the faces in the room..
Until your eyes find mine..
Then time stills..
The world stops spinning..
I stop breathing..
Like its been forever..
An eternety really..
Forever and a hundred days..
Since I have been discovered..
Since you have looked at me..
Since you have explored me..
But in reality..
It has been but an hour..
I want to fall..
To fall so suddenly and so fast..
To fall in love so hard it hurts..
To fall maddenly over the peak I would break..
To stay up all night talking about things..
Or maybe not talking at all..
I want to claw across him..
Crawl into him..
To learn his every secret..
His every flaw..
His every thought..
His every story..
His every dream..
I want to be in one of those dreams..
To be all he dreams about..
All he thinks about..
I want to be one of those secrets..
To be all his words..
To be intoxicated by him..
to feel crazed by him..
To be wanton and out of control..
I want to fall so deep..
So deep it makes me want to do everything..
Or maybe nothing..
To be helpless in his love..
To fall and never get up..
Sometimes I think i’m safely in your arms.. I think my world is completely whole.. Happy even.. That I might wake up to see your handsome face.. To feel your soft lips on mine.. Your calloused hands softly caressing my body.. But then reality crashes down over me.. And i realize that the place where my heart used to reside is empty.. I realize you are nowhere to be found, no longer with me.. And I remember you are a million miles away from me.. And I start to miss you all over again..
“Iv never done this before”.. I whispered more to myself than to her..
“I’m glad i’m your first” She murmured..
Distracted by the sound of my dress hitting the floor..
She watched me…No.. Gazed at me..
Eyes glazed over in lust..Pure unadulterated desire..
Taking everything in as if in a trance..
As if I’m the sexiest vixen alive..
She sat quietly as I took off every stitch of clothing..
Letting them fall one by one..
Exposing myself to her hungry stare..
Until I stood in front of her with just my heels..
As she strolled towards me.. Prowled more like
Focused, sexy and confident..
Like a panther stalking it’s prey..
Ready for the take down..
A slight shiver of anticipation runs though my body..
As she stops in front of me she ran her hands over me..
Leaving goose bumps trailing behind her caress..
Starting at the nape of my neck.. Down my arms..
Touching the side of my breast.. Barely grazing my nipples..
“So beautiful” She said sounding amazed..
“Am I really all she says i am” my mind starts to wonder…
She moves her hands down my waist..
Grabbing my butt and squeezing roughly..
Moaning deep in her throat before her soft perfect lips crashed down on mine…
All thought dissipated…
All that mattered was this feeling.. This moment..
I read something like this somewhere once, I don’t really remember where exactly, but I just wanted to share because it stuck with me. 🙂
Today I would follow you anywhere… I would give you anything you want… I need you now. .. I want us to become one… Tomorrow is no guarantee my love… Please allow me to become your place to be free and wild… What does more or less mean when there is the opportunity for us to truly dance in passion? Today we are alive… Forever daydreaming of true love’s perfect kiss… A kiss so sweet, Angels weep…
Iv always had a fear of not being enough.. Not pretty enough.. Not smart enough… Not successful enough.. Not adventurous enough.. Not outgoing enough.. Not lovable enough.. But you.. You make me feel ..
Like a genius.. Like a goddess.. Like the life of the party.. Loved, cherished, adored, cared for, protected, desired.. You make me feel like I am all that you will ever need.. Like I am your whole world.. Like your life would never be complete without me.. Like your life would be without color.. Without light.. You make me feel like I am more than enough.. Like i’m special..One of a kind.. And for that I will love you till my last breath..
I wish I could plug a lovometer into my heart.. Or even place a stethoscope near on my chest… Or simply put your hand on my chest.. Just so you can feel me..
Gage my love.. So you can know how you make me burn.. How my heart aches and breaks when I can’t have you.. So that you know when I tell you I miss you, I need you.. I want you.. What I really mean is I can’t survive without you.. My life is dark with no colors without you.. Know that i’m asking you to show me you need me as much as I do you.. Begging you to give me my heart back.. Because it hurts so bad to have this empty space where it should be..