I stand by the window.. Looking at the beautiful starry night sky.. Wishing he could feel my ache.. The longing in the pit of my being.. The uncontrollable urge to be taken..
Looking back at him laying peacefully.. A small smile on his face as he slumbers.. Off in dreamland he rests.. As I keep looking over his beautiful, manly body.. I wonder if he knows how he makes me feel.. I wonder if he knows how his touch makes me shiver.. If he knows how I wish we could be connected forever.. How his kisses melt me into a soaking dripping mess.. How his glance caresses my soul..
Oh how I crave him.. How I yearn for those slow wet trails of kisses across my neck.. How I’m needy for his calloused hands all over my body.. How I hanker for him to take me leisurely.. As if he has all the time in the world.. How I wish for the deep, slow, torturous thrusts.. Looking deep into my soul.. Stealing it away with a simple perusal.. How I desire the slow ascension to the explosion.. Building, and taking us higher with every second.. How I hunger for that sexy, hoarse way he whisper my name.. As we explode into oblivion in each other’s arms.. Oh how I need to be taken..
More and more my head rules my life.. I stay alive in my own head.. Thinking…Wondering… Stressing Imagining..Fantasizing.. Shutting myself out from the world.. The disappointment around me.. The desolation of being me.. The pain of reality..
More and more I live in my own head.. My happy place.. My solace of peace.. Reality and fantasy merging into one.. More and more I vanish Evaporating into nothingness.. And more and more I do not want to come back..
“Iv never done this before”.. I whispered more to myself than to her..
“I’m glad i’m your first” She murmured..
Distracted by the sound of my dress hitting the floor..
She watched me…No.. Gazed at me..
Eyes glazed over in lust..Pure unadulterated desire..
Taking everything in as if in a trance..
As if I’m the sexiest vixen alive..
She sat quietly as I took off every stitch of clothing..
Letting them fall one by one..
Exposing myself to her hungry stare..
Until I stood in front of her with just my heels..
As she strolled towards me.. Prowled more like
Focused, sexy and confident..
Like a panther stalking it’s prey..
Ready for the take down..
A slight shiver of anticipation runs though my body..
As she stops in front of me she ran her hands over me..
Leaving goose bumps trailing behind her caress..
Starting at the nape of my neck.. Down my arms..
Touching the side of my breast.. Barely grazing my nipples..
“So beautiful” She said sounding amazed..
“Am I really all she says i am” my mind starts to wonder…
She moves her hands down my waist..
Grabbing my butt and squeezing roughly..
Moaning deep in her throat before her soft perfect lips crashed down on mine…
All thought dissipated…
All that mattered was this feeling.. This moment..
Please don’t leave me.. I’ll be good.. Better than before.. I need you… I crave you.. I will do anything you desire of me.. I will be anyone you need me to be.. I will follow you to the ends of the world.. Just please don’t leave.. Stay with me…
Iv always had a fear of not being enough.. Not pretty enough.. Not smart enough… Not successful enough.. Not adventurous enough.. Not outgoing enough.. Not lovable enough.. But you.. You make me feel ..
Like a genius.. Like a goddess.. Like the life of the party.. Loved, cherished, adored, cared for, protected, desired.. You make me feel like I am all that you will ever need.. Like I am your whole world.. Like your life would never be complete without me.. Like your life would be without color.. Without light.. You make me feel like I am more than enough.. Like i’m special..One of a kind.. And for that I will love you till my last breath..
How I wish to feel your callused hands caressing my soft skin.. Your tongue on my tongue, my neck, my nipple, my entire body.. To breathe the same air as you when you loom above me.. Close enough to ravish my mouth yet so far away.. To feel shivers move down my spine as you growl dirty,sweet nothings in my ear.. To feel the weight of your body as you lower onto me pressing me into the mattress.. The pleasure, pain of being connected to every part of you.. To hear the breathless grunts of you racing to the edge.. The slap of skin against skin in the quietened room.. To bear the ecstasy of going over the edge with you.. Oh love, how I wish you were mine..
Note: My awesome followers i just want to apologize for going AWOL on you all for the last few months. I had some pretty hectic family stuff to deal with but now I am back and i promise i’m back to stay. Thank you for continuing to support me and enjoy my creations. I love you all.