I knew light…
Danced around the light…
Rejoiced in the radiance…
Basked under it’s luminasity…
Until you came around…
And stole my light away…
Consumed it right from beneath me…
Leaving only a shardowy gloom…
Bathing me in your darkness…
You are a stiff drug for me..
Toxic and acidic to my heart
My mind is a torturous hole
Never leaving me on my own
Forever insisting on ripping my soul apart
Always pondering though out scenario or another
One “what if” or the other
One painful memory or another
I am eternally sucked into my abyss of a brain
Leaving my spirit stained with blotches of sadness
How am I ever to survive..
My only one..
Or so i thought..
You, my dream,my fantasy..
No longer my reality..
My source of light,of joy, of love, of all things wonderful..
Now my cause for pain, for heartache, for pure torture..
You, who captured my soul, my heart in beautiful rose nets..
Now leaves me captured in torment, in black vines of death..
With no hope, no faith of survival..
I crave for your adoration, your touch, your voice..
Because you are mine no more..
I long for your memories to leave me..
Night in and day out your face haunts my existence..
You make me want to kill a part of me
The night is dark, as terrifying demons lie in wait
You used to be my sunshine
The light that shines my path
But now you are the darkness that glooms above
The shadows passing behind me
I yearn for your deep, husky, sinister embraces
The small glow of light that guides me to the future is slowly blowing off
Now I’m left here all alone
In the dark
Unable to find my way
Locked away to rot forever in this senseless abyss of sever loneliness