My confession…

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I have a confession ..
Anywhere we are…
Anytime..
I want to be where ever you are
I want to see whatever you see..
To feel Everything you feel..
To swim in your happiness..
To drown in your sadness and misery..
To be part of every adventure.. Every moment..
To be a part of you..
To live in your soul….
To walk around your heart..
I want to know how to love you…
How to make you smile..
How to make you cry..
How to make you lose your mind..
How to drive you mad with passion..
How to bring out the beast in you…
How to make desire pour out of you..
And pour onto me..
How to make you violent..
I want to know every..
Because I am trapped..
Trapped within myself when you cross my mind..
A slave to a master..
I endure only pain..

Committed to a life of loneliness and despair..
Just a body with an empty soul..

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Tainted..

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My mind is a torturous hole
Never leaving me on my own
Forever insisting on ripping my soul apart
Always pondering though out scenario or another
One “what if” or the other
One painful memory or another
I am eternally sucked into my abyss of a brain
Leaving my spirit stained with blotches of sadness
How am I ever to survive..