I feel..

Sometimes I feel.
I don’t mean to..
Hell, most times I try not to..
But I can not help it..
When you are near me I feel..
Because you make my world spin a little faster..
Make my dreams seem a little closer..
And then I feel everything..
I feel you deep inside me…
I wish for you to take me..
To make me yours..
Slowly..All day… How ever you want..
But you don’t see me..
Don’t even know I exist..
And it hurts..
It cuts me deep..
Burns like a furnace..
Like you are flaying the skin off my bones..
But my heart doesn’t listen..
When you are around me…
I fall apart…
I can barely breathe…
I still feel too much..



You lay me across your chest
Sated and deliciously exhausted we cling to each other
I play with your chest hair between my fingers
For the thousandth time admiring how ruggedly manly you are
Will you stay with me forever?” I question idly
Darling some questions are better unanswered
In a husky and lazy voice you answered, planting a kiss on my head
Jerking my head up i stare into your dark sexy eyes
Yearning and longing to excavate the thoughts in your beautiful head
Yet getting lost and distracted by my sudden surge of desire for you
There is nothing sexier than a man’s sleepy eyes
Sleep, you seem delightfully drained
You purred with a feral half smile as you lay my head on your masculine chest
My chest tightened , my heart was straining with my love for you
Why does this feel like you are saying goodbye
I wondered as i drifted off to sleep..