I have a confession .. Anywhere we are… Anytime.. I want to be where ever you are I want to see whatever you see.. To feel Everything you feel.. To swim in your happiness.. To drown in your sadness and misery.. To be part of every adventure.. Every moment.. To be a part of you.. To live in your soul…. To walk around your heart.. I want to know how to love you… How to make you smile.. How to make you cry.. How to make you lose your mind.. How to drive you mad with passion.. How to bring out the beast in you… How to make desire pour out of you.. And pour onto me.. How to make you violent.. I want to know every.. Because I am trapped.. Trapped within myself when you cross my mind..
A slave to a master..
I endure only pain.. Committed to a life of loneliness and despair.. Just a body with an empty soul..
Sometimes… Sometimes I wish I could be your shadow.. To trail behind you like a lost soul trying to catch on to its body.. Just so that I can get a chance….. A fruitless, mindless chance… To simply exist within the same space as you..
Gazing at you..
At your deep, dark blue eyes..
Or are they purple..
I dare not wonder anymore..
All I know is they stole my words…
And now I need those eyes to keep existing..
Because they see me….
They see my soul..
My inner being..
They give me strength..
Fill me with love..With hope..With life..
Without them I am lost..
There is a fire burning within my soul
Flamming, burning, destroying
Burning only for your
For your appreciation
For your acceptance
For your caress
I am starved for your look
There is a fire incinerating my insides
Utter desperation coats my heart
I yearn for you to put out the fire
But all you do is give me that bored smirk
As you throw gasoline into the fire
I knew light…
Danced around the light…
Rejoiced in the radiance…
Basked under it’s luminasity…
Until you came around…
And stole my light away…
Consumed it right from beneath me…
Leaving only a shardowy gloom…
Bathing me in your darkness…
I read something like this somewhere once, I don’t really remember where exactly, but I just wanted to share because it stuck with me. 🙂
Today I would follow you anywhere… I would give you anything you want… I need you now. .. I want us to become one… Tomorrow is no guarantee my love… Please allow me to become your place to be free and wild… What does more or less mean when there is the opportunity for us to truly dance in passion? Today we are alive… Forever daydreaming of true love’s perfect kiss… A kiss so sweet, Angels weep…
I wish I could plug a lovometer into my heart.. Or even place a stethoscope near on my chest… Or simply put your hand on my chest.. Just so you can feel me..
Gage my love.. So you can know how you make me burn.. How my heart aches and breaks when I can’t have you.. So that you know when I tell you I miss you, I need you.. I want you.. What I really mean is I can’t survive without you.. My life is dark with no colors without you.. Know that i’m asking you to show me you need me as much as I do you.. Begging you to give me my heart back.. Because it hurts so bad to have this empty space where it should be..