Swallow Me Whole…

I feel a darkness..
A darkness within..
Surrounding me..
Like dark poisonous vines curving around a dying tree..
Pain..
Utter and ultimate misery..
Twirls around my slow beating heart..
Swallowing me whole..
Devouring my inner being..

Perfect Kiss..

I read something like this somewhere once, I don’t really remember where exactly, but I just wanted to share because it stuck with me. 🙂 

Today I would follow you anywhere…
I would give you anything you want…
I need you now. ..
I want us to become one…
Tomorrow is no guarantee my love…
Please allow me to become your place to be free and wild…
What does more or less mean when there is the opportunity for us to truly dance in passion? 
Today we are alive…
Forever daydreaming of true love’s perfect kiss…
A kiss so sweet, Angels weep…

Don’t Tame Me..

 

They see me roar..
They wonder why I soar..
They wonder why I am..
The way that I am..
They question why I live the way I do..
They marvel at my every move..
They look at my being..
My wild hair..
My passionate personality..
My outrageous clothes..
The unexpected actions..
They see my free spirit parading..
The animal within displayed..
I tell them don’t judge me..
Don’t try to change me..
Don’t try to tame me..
I’m a lost cause..
Either fly with me..
Or watch me rise..

I Want To Live…

I’m so sick and tired..

Sick and tired of existing…

I want to live..

Not just exist..

Drifting in and out of days..

Doing whats expected of me..

School, University, Work, Marriage, Kids..

Until one day I finally die..

I feel drained, hollow, devoid of meaning..

I walk and travel the long road..

I fly, swim, drive, paddle..

Searching, aching for a path to take..

Searching for a purpose..

Searching for happiness..Not just contentment..

I want to run far from home and get lost in the wilderness..

I want to jump into the darkness and face the demons..

I want to dive into the ocean and discover the unimaginable..

I want to lose myself in life.. get drunk off her tits..

I want to feel alive..

I mean really live… Not just exist..

Toxic Angst..

You are a stiff drug for me..
Toxic and acidic to my heart

Devouring me up from the inside out..

I’m in a constant fog..

Trying but failing desperately to remember my life before you..

You blind me from seeing the rest of the world..

Fueling my frantic need for you..

My dependency of you is an ache..

An ache which morphs into a physical pain..

When i’m away from you I can not bare it..

You open my rib cage and leave my soul exposed..

My core drilled and etched away..

You are my needle, my anxiety, my morphine..

You unnaturally enjoys my suffering..

Watching me sadistically and giving me a wicked smile..

Your distance brings about a state of confusion, perplexity, mystery..

A feeling of deep and utter loss..

Feelings of bereavement bring about withdrawal symptoms..

And I have no way of preventing this angst.. 

Bewitched..

Compelled by his love ..

Right from the start he was a thief..
Caught me unawares..
Stole my love..

Mind, body and soul, i’m captured..

Enchanted by a man so powerful..

Holding me so close i feel him within me..

My senses assaulted by his caress..

By his mesmerizing voice..

By his captivating eyes..

By his intoxicating scent..

Goodness me..

How do I escape from his web..

 

Night And Day…

Like night and day we are…

Your strong chiseled features..

A contrast to my soft,supple curves..

Your rough, powerful touches..

Against my light feather-like strokes..

Your  deep, intense voice..

To my gentle, silky tones..

Your brilliant, sharp intellect..

To my passionate, artistic mind..

With each glorious feel..Each luscious embrace..

Each flirtatious gaze..Each momentary connection..

We bare our souls for each other eternally and for ever more..

We are as different as night and day..

And like night and day we were destined for each other..

Weak On Your Knees

Weak on your knees
Dripping syrup on your body
Slipping an ice cube down your back
Brushing feathers down your tummy
Feeding kisses to your sensitive silky skin
Breathing in your heavenly scent by your neck
Whispering wicked nothings in your ear
Hot and cold
Soft and hard
Slow and fast
Smooth and rough
I’ll have you following me into the gates of hell
Have you breathing wild and rapid
Have you weak in the knees
I’m right here to take care of you
Whenever you desire it you shall get it
However you want it i shall give it
What ever you offer i will drink it up till the last drop
Until the day i die i shall make it my life’s mission
Wishing that one day our souls shall intertwine
Longing to be one with you
Hoping I can have you for a lifetime
Yet knowing you barely exist..

Antique Love…

Our love is old fashioned

Making us crave each other so when we are apart

Compelling us to run into each others’ arms too fast

As if they are the only arms in existence

Our lips collide never needing to separate

A love so authentic it fails to fade

A love so true it crawls into our souls

Binding us in a tight knot

A love so strong we would kill for each other

Ours is not till death does us apart

Because even after death it still lives on

Having a life of its own

Breathing joy into the atmosphere

Forever roaming the great globe

To be discovered once more by wandering lovers

Joy Marks My Soul…..

Happiness marks my souls

Keeps me alive

Takes me to new bounds

Lifts my spirits

Puts a wide beam on my face

Ooh what iv done to deserve this joy i fail to know

But i shall cherish it

Hold it close to my skipping heart

For i know how lucky i am