In the journey to your freedom and awakening you took my everything
The longing of being apart from you leaves me paralyzed
I lie in bed all night in a vegetative state
Searching through my bags i found your shirt
I havent been able to part with it ever since because of your insatiable scent on it
You always did smell so good
Like rough sweet sweat with a pinch of flowery essence
I know i am probably going insane
But what am i to do with out you here
I can’t eat, read or even sleep with out you in my every thought
I’ts impossible for me to doze with out your arms around me
And when somehow i do manage
I fall deep into a world of you, our memories and the love we shared
The ache in my heart is so deep because i know you are forever gone
Distance is supposed to make the love fade
But with every second that i’m not with you
My heart grows fonder
Then the wound in my wrecked heart gets bigger
Morphing into a terrible infected gush
Why have you forsaken me my love..