Sometimes I think i’m safely in your arms.. I think my world is completely whole.. Happy even.. That I might wake up to see your handsome face.. To feel your soft lips on mine.. Your calloused hands softly caressing my body.. But then reality crashes down over me.. And i realize that the place where my heart used to reside is empty.. I realize you are nowhere to be found, no longer with me.. And I remember you are a million miles away from me.. And I start to miss you all over again..
So pure she breathes.. Her chest moving up and down she turns Making my heart skip a beat she yawn I caress her silky cheek With the back of my fingers i feel her warmth A jolt moves through me as I look down at her small enchanting face I lean in close, a yearning to fill my lungs with her heavenly scent controlling me As i inhale deeply I feel my heart jumping for joy then tumbling down with an ache I knew she would smell sweet but not this sugary, this addictive, this rich Like a summer breeze she smells, like beautiful roses, like fresh air, like life itsself I can feel her fidgeting, getting ready to wake up But my complete, unadulterated hunger for her freezes me on my spot I want to embrace her and never let go Love her so much that she will never cry again Protect her and hold her tight to my chest so I can feel every beat her heart makes
To taste her soft pink lips Make love to her all night long and make her every fantasy come alive But I am bound by the laws of our nature not to touch her
Not to openly and completely love her To bury my feelings deep with in and watch her live her life For her to never know I exist She opens her eyes slowly, gazing around her room For a moment locking her eyes with me as if she sees me sitting across from her Then slowly looking away and switching on her bedside lamp She then wraps her delicate, lovely hands around herself, for a moment touching her cheek Feeling where I just touched her With a fire for burning deep with in me i watch her longingly I knew she could feel my presence, she always could Yes my love, with my life I shall protect you and keep you safe
Till the day I die I shall watch over you For that is my job as your guardian angel And maybe, just maybe One day I shall be granted the greatest gift of all, my greatest wish For us to finally be together mind, body and soul That shall be the day I finally start living..