I thought we were friends I thought I could trust you I thought you understood me I thought u knew me I thought you heard me I thought you saw me for me And then you touched me Then you kissed me Then you held me close Then you lay in my arms Lay in between my legs Then you told me I was sexy Then you told me I could be yours.. If only for a moment in time.. And then you had me.. Tasted me.. Devoured me.. Going so deep I didn’t know where you ended or where I began.. And once you had all of me.. You said nothing would change.. And then you disappeared..
I sit here watching you Looking at your face I suddenly realize You are not so handsome after all
I sit here listening to you speak Listening but not really hearing you Then I realize Your words aren’t so sweet after all
I sit here seeing you move Watching your hands And realize suddenly Your touch isn’t so soft and affectionate after all
I sit here peering at you gazing deep into your eyes And I realize suddenly Your eyes aren’t so deep and loving after all
I sit here wondering Maybe, just maybe, you are not it Maybe you are not my soul mate Maybe I’m not in love with you after all
I sit here saddened by a thought A thought I’m having for the first time since we met A thought sending shocks through my being A thought that maybe I just might have to break your heart And in turn break my own heart