I stand by the window.. Looking at the beautiful starry night sky.. Wishing he could feel my ache.. The longing in the pit of my being.. The uncontrollable urge to be taken..
Looking back at him laying peacefully.. A small smile on his face as he slumbers.. Off in dreamland he rests.. As I keep looking over his beautiful, manly body.. I wonder if he knows how he makes me feel.. I wonder if he knows how his touch makes me shiver.. If he knows how I wish we could be connected forever.. How his kisses melt me into a soaking dripping mess.. How his glance caresses my soul..
Oh how I crave him.. How I yearn for those slow wet trails of kisses across my neck.. How I’m needy for his calloused hands all over my body.. How I hanker for him to take me leisurely.. As if he has all the time in the world.. How I wish for the deep, slow, torturous thrusts.. Looking deep into my soul.. Stealing it away with a simple perusal.. How I desire the slow ascension to the explosion.. Building, and taking us higher with every second.. How I hunger for that sexy, hoarse way he whisper my name.. As we explode into oblivion in each other’s arms.. Oh how I need to be taken..
I thought we were friends I thought I could trust you I thought you understood me I thought you knew me I thought you heard me I thought you saw me for me And then you touched me Then you kissed me Then you held me close Then you lay in my arms Lay in between my legs Then you told me I was sexy Then you told me I could be yours.. If only for a moment in time.. And then you had me.. Tasted me.. Devoured me.. Going so deep I didn’t know where you ended or where I began.. And once you had all of me.. You said nothing would change.. And then you disappeared..
I sit here watching you Looking at your face I suddenly realize You are not so handsome after all
I sit here listening to you speak Listening but not really hearing you Then I realize Your words aren’t so sweet after all
I sit here seeing you move Watching your hands And realize suddenly Your touch isn’t so soft and affectionate after all
I sit here peering at you gazing deep into your eyes And I realize suddenly Your eyes aren’t so deep and loving after all
I sit here wondering Maybe, just maybe, you are not it Maybe you are not my soul mate Maybe I’m not in love with you after all
I sit here saddened by a thought A thought I’m having for the first time since we met A thought sending shocks through my being A thought that maybe I just might have to break your heart And in turn break my own heart
Kiss my lips like I’m the air you need.. Taste my body like its the only thing that has ever and will ever fill you.. Hold me like my body is your anchor… Set my body on fire… Forget about the ache in your heart.. Forget about making love.. Forget about connecting with my lonely soul… Make my body come alive..
Make me moan..
Make me scream your name..
Make me shiver in lust..
Make me beg for more..
Make me forget about the rest of the world…
Make me forget about the ache deep within..
Make me forget about me..
Make me forget about him..
And I will make you forget about her.. Forget about my heart…My soul..My head… Forget about loving me.. Forget about making me yours.. Forget about a life time together.. Let us just think about this moment in time.. As long as you set my body on fire..
You are the reason I draw breathes
The reason I open my eyes
The reason my heart beats a little too fast
The reason I can smell the blossoms
The reason I hear birds chip in the morning
The reason I smile
The reason my lips tingle with just a slight touch from yours
The reason my spine curves with just a stroke of your finger
You are the reason my body lights up with just a glance from your mesmerizing eyes
The reason my toes curl up in ecstasy every time I hear your deep baritone
You are the reason
My reason for everything
I have a confession .. Anywhere we are… Anytime.. I want to be where ever you are I want to see whatever you see.. To feel Everything you feel.. To swim in your happiness.. To drown in your sadness and misery.. To be part of every adventure.. Every moment.. To be a part of you.. To live in your soul…. To walk around your heart.. I want to know how to love you… How to make you smile.. How to make you cry.. How to make you lose your mind.. How to drive you mad with passion.. How to bring out the beast in you… How to make desire pour out of you.. And pour onto me.. How to make you violent.. I want to know every.. Because I am trapped.. Trapped within myself when you cross my mind..
A slave to a master..
I endure only pain.. Committed to a life of loneliness and despair.. Just a body with an empty soul..
Sometimes… Sometimes I wish I could be your shadow.. To trail behind you like a lost soul trying to catch on to its body.. Just so that I can get a chance….. A fruitless, mindless chance… To simply exist within the same space as you..