More and more my head rules my life..
I stay alive in my own head..
Shutting myself out from the world..
The disappointment around me..
The desolation of being me..
The pain of reality..
More and more I live in my own head..
My happy place..
My solace of peace..
Reality and fantasy merging into one..
More and more I vanish
Evaporating into nothingness..
And more and more I do not want to come back..