More and more my head rules my life..
I stay alive in my own head..
Thinking…Wondering… Stressing
Imagining..Fantasizing..
Shutting myself out from the world..
The disappointment around me..
The desolation of being me..
The pain of reality..
More and more I live in my own head..
My happy place..
My solace of peace..
Reality and fantasy merging into one..
More and more I vanish
Evaporating into nothingness..
And more and more I do not want to come back..
Take care of yourself. Kevin
Thank you Kevin..Im trying