I’m tired…

So fucking tired…
Tired of being good..
Being the good girl..
Being the good daughter..
Being the good sister..
Being the good friend..
Being the good mother fucking girlfriend..
Being so fucking good it hurt..
Making every other sorry soul happy..
While I live in misery..
I’m exhausted…
Of having to be the mature one..
Being the bigger man..
Holding it all in..
While i live in emotional turmoil..
Of being the one who has to call..
The one who has to fix your bloody problems..
The one who has to keep things intact..
Im worn out…
So fucking worn out of being a doormat..
The one everyone wipes all their shit on whenever they please..
Do you know how bloody fucking tiring this shit is…
Im just so fucking tired…