Tainted..

girl

My mind is a torturous hole
Never leaving me on my own
Forever insisting on ripping my soul apart
Always pondering though out scenario or another
One “what if” or the other
One painful memory or another
I am eternally sucked into my abyss of a brain
Leaving my spirit stained with blotches of sadness
How am I ever to survive..

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25 thoughts on “Tainted..

  1. If this is not only a piece of poetic description but also a request for help and advice (“How am I ever to survive..”) may I suggest following http://mindfulbalance.org/. Apart from the daily posts, there is loads of helpful stuff in the archives. Unfortunately, the archives are not that east to access; it’s probably easiest to try exploring via the categories and tabs listed under each post.

  2. beautiful words of your own here lady. (I don’t know why I haven’t been following you- sometimes this world overloads me…glad I peeked in here – I’ll have to return for inspiration. Jayne

  3. My mind is a torturous hole
    …rather a bridge linking nothing becoming
    Never leaving me on my own
    …but ever persisting in being
    Forever insisting on ripping my soul apart
    …neither nor both transfiguring
    Always pondering though out scenario or another
    …already doubling back recapitulating
    One “what if” or the other
    …that undiscovered oneness
    One painful memory or another
    …migratory transfiguarion
    I am eternally sucked into my abyss of a brain
    …is not a mind as heart is not a soul these are
    Leaving my spirit stained with blotches of sadness
    …and joyful madness winging all dragonflies home
    How am I ever to survive…
    …if what i was is the same but different than what we will be…^^~~~~~

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