Forbidden Love.. Part One

As i sit watching her from afar, watching her every move, her hazel innocent eyes, her soft pink lips, her voluptuous lustrous body,her long silky hair. I wonder is she thinking about me, does she even know i exist, every muscle in my body aches the more i am apart from her. All i want to do is walk up to her, grab her by her small waist and embrace her but i cant. I have to keep reminding myself i am married. I have a wonderful husband who adores me and i have to keep away from Anaise.
We met on a cold rainy night, my husband and i had just gotten into a big fight. I went on a drive to the closest coffee shop and the moment i walked into the shop my eyes went directly to her, in her short shorts, long shiny hair falling gently over her shoulders. I felt an instant connection that i didn’t understand, she walked right up to me and told me how breath taking i was, being so long since i heard that from anyone, i fell for her that very minute.
” I am Anaise” she said the words flowing seductively out of her.
” I am Yara” i responded quietly and nervously feeling extremely flushed. We talked all night long, laughing and flirting, i never understood the feelings i developed for her, a woman can never feel that way for another woman. I had been told this on many occasions. From that night on i could never stop thinking about her, every time i’m with my husband i cant stop comparing him to her. When he touches me, all i can think about is his hands are not as gentle as hers, when he kisses me all i can think about is his lips are not as soft and delicious as hers, when he makes love to me i feel a pang of guilt and disgust because i am faking what should be the most beautiful act between two people who love each other.

” Hey beautiful, wanna get out of here?” Anaise says, pulling me away from my thoughts as she sat down and kissed me on the cheek

To be continued…


26 thoughts on “Forbidden Love.. Part One

  1. Ooh Abi, this is so forbidden love how you wrote it. I kept thinking of Katy Perry’s song “I kissed a girl” as I read this. This will be one interesting story to watch as it unfolds.

  2. Forbidden love! Hope part two shows how forbidden this is. Beautiful description! Your writing has power! Please direct it appropriately because I can perceive that many still have Anaise in their imaginations. Smiles!

  3. If you live out your desire for this love, know that all true love is divine and blessed. Love draws us closer to each other, ourselves and the ONE Spirit in all things. Many others will try to apply their conditions to a love they don’t understand, this is where the suffering comes. Don’t allow the opinions of others to make “this love” that may be a place where two souls collide to be tainted by their opinion that somehow this type of love is wrong or forbidden. Also know it is easy to get caught of in the emotions of this type of love… if you “go for it”~ put your whole self into it and you will be delighted in what you discover about yourself, others and GOD. Blessings.

  4. I don’t even know how i got here.
    This story is so familiar to me, when i read it i was like.. Wow!
    Can’t wait to read the rest of it. Good job and All the best for you =)

  5. omg u r soooooo bold missy 😀 i like how daring and adventurous u r 🙂
    i like it 🙂 surprisingly, yeah 😀 but there’s nothing wrong with a good piece of writing 😀
    i cant wait to see part 2 😀

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