Swallows me whole and leaves me fetal
Paranoia
Twirls me up in a tornado of emotions
Paranoia
Crawls through my throat and rips my insides inside out
Paranoia
Infects me with queasiness and tears me apart
Paranoia
Sets me on a wild goose chase searching for my soul
Paranoia
Makes me want to cleave my eyes out because i dont want to witness my demise
Paranoia
Is it all in my mind or does the horror exist??
chicpress 
not feelin too good huh?
lol, im feeling great, but it’s an emotion that has passed by on a few occasions..
but why should paranoia be so penetrating and destructive.
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A question I have, in the past, often asked myself? Great job, Abi-girl!! Will e-mail you back in a little bit 🙂 hugs and love, mom
Thanks mummy dearest.. :-).. i will be waiting
Carpetbeater, paranoia usually is very penetrative and incredibly destructive..
Paranoia is always bad .. the best way to get out of it is to face the fears ..
all the best …
Thank you for coming by Bikram… 🙂 facing one’s fears is always very scary
Nice piece! I actually had to look up the word in a dictionary. Paranoia! It should sure have a cure. Paranonia shouldn’t be given a chance to stay. Banish it and all it’s devastating effects. Cheer up!
Thank you, and i agree with you, it should be banished.. 🙂
awesome poem..
Thank you very much!! 🙂
Oh! it sure does exist…we have shared my bed a couple of times
lol, most people have.. 🙂
Dark and scary in the soul and well written Abi!
I hope all is well there with you.
All is very well with me Scott, :-)..
If you read any of Robert Anton Wilson’s works you’ll no longer wonder if it is all in your mind … This poem was VERY expressive … I hope it is not a mantra …
Nope, it is not a mantra, thank you for coming by.. 🙂
Good thing to ‘mix it up’ now and then …
what a beauty Abi..in todays world its difficult to know if the fears are baseless or good to be looking back..
Very true Soma.. 🙂
The imagery is amazing!
Thank you. I’m glad you enjoy it.. 🙂
Love how you’ve captured paranoia — just closing in. Wonderful! 🙂
Thank you so much!! i’m glad you liked it.. 🙂
Well written!
Paranoia is such a poison…
It really is.. thanks for coming by.. 🙂
abichica, yes, paranoia is a terrible thing — you captured it! I suspect that it isn’t just a disease, but a tight knot of feelings we all share at times.
Very true Maria, very true.. 🙂
Damn. This shit is deep. I love it. Keep up the good work.
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Damn. This shit is deep. I love it. Keep up the good work.Can’t wait to see more
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Im glad you like it and ill be hoping to see you around again.. 😀
@ abi chica. -I’ll be around. Gotta too many thoughts and ideas that hasn’t bled from my pen on to paper yet.8-D
great.. will be looking forward to it.. 🙂