Birthday Wishes….

I wrote this poem for a special someone because they had a birthday last week, and maybe they didnt see it, or they didnt really like it, but which ever one it is, i just wanted to share it here.. 🙂

I love you and I want you to know how lucky I am to have you

A hundred candles to light up your Birthday party would be less 
Compared to the amount of light and shine you have brought in my life 
I can’t put a price on our memories, but I can make them better by adding a few more to the pile 
I hope your life lacks pain and heartache with me
May your day overflow with joy and success 
Happy birthday

Forbidden Love.. Part One


As i sit watching her from afar, watching her every move, her hazel innocent eyes, her soft pink lips, her voluptuous lustrous body,her long silky hair. I wonder is she thinking about me, does she even know i exist, every muscle in my body aches the more i am apart from her. All i want to do is walk up to her, grab her by her small waist and embrace her but i cant. I have to keep reminding myself i am married. I have a wonderful husband who adores me and i have to keep away from Anaise.
We met on a cold rainy night, my husband and i had just gotten into a big fight. I went on a drive to the closest coffee shop and the moment i walked into the shop my eyes went directly to her, in her short shorts, long shiny hair falling gently over her shoulders. I felt an instant connection that i didn’t understand, she walked right up to me and told me how breath taking i was, being so long since i heard that from anyone, i fell for her that very minute.
” I am Anaise” she said the words flowing seductively out of her.
” I am Yara” i responded quietly and nervously feeling extremely flushed. We talked all night long, laughing and flirting, i never understood the feelings i developed for her, a woman can never feel that way for another woman. I had been told this on many occasions. From that night on i could never stop thinking about her, every time i’m with my husband i cant stop comparing him to her. When he touches me, all i can think about is his hands are not as gentle as hers, when he kisses me all i can think about is his lips are not as soft and delicious as hers, when he makes love to me i feel a pang of guilt and disgust because i am faking what should be the most beautiful act between two people who love each other.

” Hey beautiful, wanna get out of here?” Anaise says, pulling me away from my thoughts as she sat down and kissed me on the cheek

To be continued…

Everyday Is Valentine’s Day

We might not talk everyday
We might be continents apart
It might sometimes seem like i don’t think of you
But know that you are always on my mind and in my heart
Weather you are my family,my beloved friend or my soul mate
I thank god everyday that i have you
As this precious day of love comes to an end
I will forever treasure you 
And always be grateful for having you in my life
Let us shower each other with affection and appreciation
And Let everyday be valentines day ♥

Paranoia….

Swallows me whole and leaves me fetal 

Paranoia

Twirls me up in a tornado of emotions
Paranoia
Crawls through my throat and rips my insides inside out
Paranoia
Infects me with queasiness and tears me apart
Paranoia
Sets me on a wild goose chase searching for my soul
Paranoia
Makes me want to cleave my eyes out because i dont want to witness my demise
Paranoia
Is it all in my mind or does the horror exist??