Gut Wrenching Ache

My insides are overflowing with emotions

I feel an emptiness that is filled with sorrow
With every call my insides are twisted with hope
At war with myself I do not see any light in the mist
Confusion, sensation, terror and loneliness clouds and corrodes my very being
Chaos and merciless gloom slowly causes my demise
My knight in shinning armor has long been destroyed by the war
Savior is not an option, it is a far fetched mysterious fantasy
All i can do is lie here and wait for the sweet release of fatality