Broken Hearted Girl..

 

In the journey to your freedom and awakening you took my everything

The longing of being apart from you leaves me paralyzed

I lie in bed all night in a vegetative state

Searching through my bags i found your shirt

I havent been able to part with it ever since because of your insatiable scent on it

You always did smell so good

Like rough sweet sweat with a pinch of flowery essence

I know i am probably going insane

But what am i to do with out you here

I can’t eat, read or even sleep with out you in my every thought

I’ts impossible for me to doze with out your arms around me

And when somehow i do manage

I fall deep into a world of you, our memories and the love we shared

The ache in my heart is so deep because i know you are forever gone

Distance is supposed to make the love fade

But with every second that i’m not with you

My heart grows fonder

Then the wound in my wrecked heart gets bigger

Morphing into a terrible infected gush

Why have you forsaken me my love..