Two Worlds

picutre by Mohamed El-Fakharany

I live between two worlds
Running to and from each one 
Neither people in both worlds really know me
They all know bits and pieces i want them to know
And the rest is all hidden deep in my mind
Locked away in a small box
Never to be seen by anyone
This box is my real world
This is the world that i can be fully exposed
Fully open with no secret or camouflage
This is my world
I wish i could let them in, but its too late
I am forever in this darkness of seclusion
Trapped and chained up

 Drugged by the endorphins dripping slowly into my brain

I yearn to be saved
Please come and break me out of this self inflicted prison
And open up the door for the light to shine in
For all to know the real me..